..an old mail made me cry..

There is nothing much spectacular this heart's day for me except that I received my early ILOVEYOUs from my mom and the rest of our clan. I'm buying time waiting for my limbic system to take its job. While doing so, I scanned through my yahoomail finding anything that will  aid me to doze off. I was reluctant to click across a familiar mail. I was surprised to see that it was still there for how many years now..funny that it appeared to me this dawning of Valentines day. As I was running my gaze upon it, I felt a vague familiar jolt in my stomach.The same jolt I felt  the day he laid his eyes on me when I was still wearing my pink skirt uniform.
I was about to terminate reading it because it started to elicit dreadful memories..dauntlessly though, I kept browsing..

..In a moonless sky, I had the flashback of my inevitable past....
those words,,those promises..
I remember  how a hello turned out to be a hippy love story,.and how it led to a parched unsaid partings..
I remember all the "FIRST'  a young girl could only see in a wishful thinking; and the dusked LAST of its ending..

..I found myself in an abyss, tears welling at the brim of my lids I can't help to keep it from falling..
..I sobbed until I wish I was not sobbing anymore..
..because how one will not shed tears if the sender happened to be..
 your ONE GREAT LOVE...