..just a trivial blog..

In a restless world, I often find myself amidst the crowd of faceless people. Whenever I'm too exhausted and fed up, I just walked away.. retract myself from the many masked-people whose true identity I can hardly fathom. Some are wearing faked smiles to hide their innermost pains. Some are wearing robe of  confidence to overshadow their weaknesses. They project a sunny aura hoping that their looming ways wont be noticed. I understand them fully, because I once belonged to a crowd of faceless people.

I recalled the days when coffee shops are my resting place, spending with a cup of cappuccino waiting for the sun to set and hastening the sun to rise hoping for a change with what tomorrow lies. I recalled the windy afternoons when I'm driving towards the length of the peaceful uphill proximal to our home. The long rays of the setting sun atop the glistening sea  is so melancholic it made me stopped at the side road at the hilltop watching its majestic farewell.
..I just love my personal space then.

What I want to convey is that sometimes, I'm just too tired being restless and sometimes, faceless. I just wish for a day where everything is pacing in slow motion when I am not in  a hurry to do the things I deemed only are temporary. I just wished to be in a  place where everything are orchestrated for a harmonious living. It's one of my trivial wish to live in a farm on top of the hill..away from unnecessary drafts of life.. There, I can only hear the loudest sound of my peaceful soul..Seeing the greenest grass, breathing the freshest air, watching the brightest sunrise and the crimson sunset..My kids would be playing then at the wide ground under the full moon waiting for the falling stars to come while I am preparing their meals and soothing my husband's tantrum when he comes back from all days' work.
.. All the superlatives exist there...

But since I am wide awake, this is definitely not a dream..Just a trivial article for a daydreamer..
I am relieved..
I just breathed...