..Yes, I am=)..

I cannot thank God enough for creating me with so much love from head to foot. It's hot outside, and even the couch I am currently nailed at seemed to have a little share of the temperature. (Oh couch, how can I make you believe that it's the temperature that is hot and not the one occupying your space. But if you insists, then let it be. I'm too blessed to be stressed,LOL)

It's past 1300H when I woke up from a good nap. I started the day with a good bath, one that was longer with the ordinary days. I stayed under the water, letting it wash away the day's impurities. I let my thoughts take a halt for the meantime and just indulge with the warmth running through my skin. Felt much of my family's hug. I lingered to the moment when everything is simply taken away by thank you's. I cannot hear anything but the water trampling down my feet and my heart beating with so much gratitude I could taste my tears. The minutes turned to a time I am oblivious of, yet I exists to the moment when all is simply simple. I emerged from the smoky bathroom and wore my blue-laced dress. Fixing my hair, I happened to had a glimpse of my own image in the mirror. God, I'm 27! The reality sinks in and I, having befriended optimism, embraced the blessing wide arms open.

I'd like to share this very moving words from my patient:

"I came to the hospital and paying quiet good amount because you are here. The nurses visit me every now and then, the doctors check on me everytime. I feel people around me. At home, I'm alone. I have kids but they have their own family to tend. I wanted to stay here because people are here"

How many of us see and not just merely look at the people around us? How many of us hear but would not listen to them? Aware of their presence but would not feel for them? Thank God I don't need to pay to have people by my side!

Today, I am celebrating another fruitful year. No party this time, no loud noises, no headturner's get up. I realized that my relationships with people are far more valuable than anything my money can buy. A lesser attachment to material things and a closer grasps of lingering acts outweighed the happiness I kept within. I wanted to be "where the people are", give myself to mirror the love God has for them and simply love life madly, enormously, without inhibition, but to God's will alone.

I am no millionaire, just living within my means. Someday, if the mad world will ally with me, I would want to be a gorgeous Philanthropist=) Wishes are powerful,LOL

Thank you for filling up my super huge, humongous and healing love tank! I'm 27, yes I am!=)